talking of lost things

I still haven't found that video of the guy out on his 'stag' night with the chain around his neck and turning into a half man thing coz his beloved has put an anti pulling charm on him.

What will I do when I finally find it? Think the world is at peace and blow bubles for a decade?

Sigh

And anyway

I'm really concerned I'm a little bit dim. I dont quite see the world as others do, I'm pretty sure I feel it differently to others too. If I am dim I think its cruel that I get moments of clarity where I know I'm dim, dimness should be like forest gumpness, happily and blissfully unaware of ones own faults!

Poor child

I'm about to ruin my sons life by cutting his hair. He's managed to avoid it for at least 4 months after various head injuries, but now its time. I'll try my very bestest to make him look like a dude but i strongly suspect he'll end up as he normally does, with no hair at all. He'll just have o wear his harry potter scar with pride.

Poor child.

Dear Sir

Please can you send me the cd I left in the computer when I left your fine company many years ago. My 2 cd Doors collection just isn't the same without it, in fact its half of what it used to be and I rather like the music.

I wonder how many fabulous discs of tunage I've lost over the years in random computers.

Grey grey grey

It's all grey. The weather's grey, the moods grey. I know it can't be sunny all of the time, everything would wilt and die if all it had was hot sun beating down. We'd soon get fed up of brilliant light in our life if all we had was warm sunshine, so why do I hate the grey? If I stop wearing grey will I stop feeling grey?

It's all a bit scary

I've never posted a blog before, unless in a drunken stupour i managed to produce one, but judging by the elaborate steps I've taken today I doubt I would have ever had the patience to follow it through!

I'm not good at change, but so many things have happened in life that I need to learn to embrace the changes, even if they hurt. As part of my growth I hoped blogging would help me with those changes. If I randomly spam the world maybe I'll stop boring myself and the poor souls who have no choice but to endure my ever swinging moods, so sorry world it's your turn to suffer the torrent of my random ramblings.