It's all a bit scary

I've never posted a blog before, unless in a drunken stupour i managed to produce one, but judging by the elaborate steps I've taken today I doubt I would have ever had the patience to follow it through!

I'm not good at change, but so many things have happened in life that I need to learn to embrace the changes, even if they hurt. As part of my growth I hoped blogging would help me with those changes. If I randomly spam the world maybe I'll stop boring myself and the poor souls who have no choice but to endure my ever swinging moods, so sorry world it's your turn to suffer the torrent of my random ramblings.